YAY! I'm sooo glad that grandma understood me and all. Really grateful that I've got beautiful grandparents who are soo understanding and loving towards me! Anyways I'm feeling so much better today, recovering really fast. Well today I found out alot about my family history. lols. I didn't know that Constantine was my great grandfathers name. All along I taught that was my surname which I was sooo wrong. Pereira is my surname! Hahah. yea. Plus now I'm excited that my cousins will be coming down in Feb. Weeehoo! BTW counting down the days for CJC youth rally. Can't wait. Hahah. _Peace Out_
I'm sooo happy that Meena came over today!! Really sweet of her to help me out with stuff and all. Spend most of the time friendstering, MSN plus chit-chatting. LOL . Really had lotts of fun today with my besties: Meenatchi, Mariam and Rajeswary (:
My trip to Desaru was really good (: At first I just wanted to get away from the problems that I was facing. However this trip has given me more: a peace of mind, knowing myself better, growing deeper with the Lord, answers to my prays and lots more!! Plus I made new friends. Overall i've learnt alot in these past 3 days...
1st day
Check in
Dinner
Getting to know each other
Nights out
2nd day
Breakfast
Sharing
Coffee/Tea break
Pastoral Skills
Lunch
Sharing
Counselling activity
Coffee/Tea break
Having fun at the beach
Shower time
Mass
Dinner
Back to the conference room
Near the seaside (sharing/meditating)
Choosing my own star*
Pray over
Nights out
3rd day
Breakfast
Sharing
Candle with message
Photo taking
At the beach
Clean up
Mass
Packing
Lunch
Check out
These are the things and activity that happen in the past 3 days. I really enjoyed myself and looking forward for the next retreat. (;
BTW I'm really grateful to have a friend like Gillian. Best roommates*
I want to say thank you for all those who prayed for me...
I know is not what I expected but I know that I did my best!!
4:17 PM; undramatically.Y
23 January 2008
OMG!! Tomorrow is results day!! AARRAAGGHH!!!! Really nervous and scared... Anyways Aunt Carol told me that what matters is i've tried and sometimes its easier said than done... She told me to TRUST in His plans... Well I do know that God's plans are never ours and we also know for sure His plans are always for our own good!! I've been praying since last month, hopefully my prays will be answered (:
I'm feeling sooo lost, hurt.. Don't really know what to describe my life at the moment... Cried and cried almost the whole day!! Cried even more after watching A Walk To Remember the movie. Just couldn't help it, I know I watched it yesterday but I really love the movie but its sooo sad :(
Becky & Franny i'm missing you soooo much... Really got to meet up soon!!! (SOBS!)
Well the movie has taught me that :
" Love is always patience and kind is never jealous
Today it strike me that life is so unpredictable. You'll never know when you're going leave this world?!? So starting from today onwards i'm gonna cherish my life, every second, every minute and every moment that i've in this world!! I'm gonna start by saying out my feelings straight to the person for either loving, caring, supporting or just by being there for me. Cause you'll never know whether you'll have the chance to say it, its better to say it now or never!!
Well death is a shattering and unwelcome event. The feelings of pain and loss are so terrible. Yet, death is unavoidable and a part of the cycle of life. Losing a loved one, a family member, a best friend, a child... so much pain!! Loved ones are left with so many questions. Why? Why did it have to happen? How can I go on? So many questions, yet so few answers...
My dear Kalkieswaren Elangowan, may your soul rest in peace!! RIP Eswaren...
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Today I help my mum with the ironing & did other house chores.Didn't feel like doing anything much today after reading the message from kaartik. Really shocked me!! Well was mostly on the phone with all my close friends, really couldn't believe what had happen. Anyways stayed home today, watch A Walk To Remember the movie.. Read the book and fell in love with the story so decided to watch it, but they kinda cut certain parts. Overall the movie was good but really sad!!
Attended the 11am novena with my family accept for Alywin, he and his friends went for NYP open house. Anyways after novena we when to Tan Tock Seng hospital for a normal eye check up. Well my brothers eyesight were all pretty good accept for me. Unlucky me!! Both eyes increased by 75, well the only thing that remains the same is that my right eye is still higher then my left eye. (Sobs!) Now I got to wear spectacles the whole day accept for reading, cause mine is short sighted. The doctor said that i've been straining my eyes too much. haiz. After spending a few hours at TTS, we went to novena square and had our lunch there. So far my day has been good but kinda upset about certain things!! Hopefully the feelings will go away soon...
I don't understand why some people like to follow the crowd instead of being themselves?!? Sometimes they do things just to please their friends or I would say trying to fit in the group...
Well this quote here tells it all "Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare. False friends are like leaves, found everywhere."
+lovesick+
I'm sick of LOVE
Sick of being in love
Sick of falling in love
!!sick.sick.sick!!
"All our young lives we search for someone to love, someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope, all the while wondering if somewhere and somehow there is someone searching for us."
Well it didn't matter to me at first that I had to travel from Woodlands to Tanjong pagar for my workshop held at International Plaza. Unfortunately it did, when i had to stand nearly an hour to reach my destiny. Almost fainted I guess that's because I had a cup of milo for breakfast. Anyways I was really looking forward to it, I woke up with excitement, thinking that my 7hrs will be fun and interesting. Well I was sooooo wrong!! The lesson was really boring and dry, there were only 3 students in the class (including me) Surprised!! yea. For your information the other two were adults, but they were really friendly and nice. Luckily there were breaks in between, so I kinda used those breaks to surf the net and replied messages. Sadly there wasn't MSN installed. If not i'll be so much happier. lol. Anyways it was a good thing that daddy reminded me to take my jacket, the room was pretty cold even with my jacket on. Overall I survived my first day of class, but was really exhausted when I reached home. Anyways my mum cooked one of my favourite pasta meal, spaghetti, well the food was delicious but I didn't go for a second round cause I was really sleepy...
[17 January 2008]
Today the lesson was interesting compared to yesterday. Well I guess today was more hands on kinda thing and our instructor crack a few jokes here and there. Anyways we had a project to do, we were supposed to create 4 different video presentation. So I kinda finished my project pretty early and end up surfing the net. Was released 30mins early, collected my certificate and my stuff then when to this chinese shop where they sell fruits and herbal drinks. Got myself a cane barley drink which was homemade and to be honest this is the best homemade barley drink that i've tried so far. I guess there is no preservatives or coloring added. lol. Overall I had a good day today!!
OMG!! O'level results will be out soon.. Rraaghh!! The days are getting closer and i'm getting really nervous and scared but excited at the same time. lol. I'm praying really hard that i'll do well and get into poly(:
My consideration IF i get into poly:
Early Childhood Education
Psychology & Community Services
Tourism & Resort Management
Business & Social Enterprise
Outdoor & Adventure
Pharmacy Science
Environmental Science
Well do wish me good luck !!
What a day..
Anyways today i didn't do much housework. Just relaxing. lol. Watch 2 hindi movies, had outside food for lunch. And it was my first time i couldn't finish my food, had a few spoons in my mouth and i couldn't eat anymore. Unbelievable right !! yea.
Video editing..
Well tomorrow i'll be starting my video editing course. Daddy is gonna take me there tomorrow morning. Its a 2 day workshop starting from 9am-5pm. Hopefully what i learnt will stay in my head. lol.
Season 5 promo..
And yesyesh to those OTH fans. One tree hill, season 5 has already started showing, you can watch the clips at youtube. Pretty cool (4 years ahead).
♥I'm totally missing the whole bunch of you. Thank you for all the special memories, laughter, smiles and tears. Each one of you are special in many different ways! For those whom i've been chatting on msn or through emailing, thank you for making my day! ♥Love you people(:
When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm strong I have figured out How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. Seasons are changing And waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart Please don't throw that away Cuz I'm here for you Please don't walk away and Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah Use me as you will Pull my strings just for a thrill And I know I'll be okay Though my skies are turning gray I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven
I am soo damn BORED!! I'm done with marinating the chicken for dinner, hang the clothes, cleaned the house and I don't really know what to do next?!?
♥→I like someone. Anyways above all that i'm still thinking about him ♥ I just can't take it anymore..
Well good news is that he viewed my proflie today!
Weehoo!!
A good friend of mine send me this beautifully stated message yesterday:
Beautifully stated...
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.You'll have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt becauseevery sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
MICHELLE MICHELLE's egg CRACKED on twelvethMARCH! She LOVESherchocolates and cookies and is seriously LOVABLE!
%theLOVES; MICHELLElovesWITH YOUbychris brown! , of COURSE, FRIENDS and FAMILY!(SFLs**)MICHELLE also LOVES to use the COMPUTER and likes to watch One Tree Hill and Heroes! Oh, and she ABSOLUTELYloves, I meanLOVES MSNING&&FRIENDSTERING!
%theHATES; MICHELLEabsolutely HATES creepy-crawlies and the EXTREME hot hot weather. She HATES backstabbersand irritatingPEOPLE! And of course, BOREDOM!
