_♥bleeding rose♥_

No Air..

2008-03-05T15:54:00.001+08:00

2008-03-03T15:46:00.000+08:00

Well I have not been doing any interesting stuff. Just slacking at home. Same old BORING stuff [MSN.Friendstering.Stoning.Phone.TV.Movies.House-chores]**

Birthday Shoutouts to:

Lorraine Pereira (3rd March)
Natalie Manuel (4 March)
Meenatchi d/o Nedunchel (4 March)

2008-03-02T13:46:00.001+08:00

Went for 9:15am mass with daddy. Just had my lunch, blogging, msn, friendstering. Gonna get ready later & off to the airport (Terminal 3)* My Godparents & cousin’s will be going back to Australia today. Sooo sad ): Wish they were here longer!

2008-03-01T22:54:00.001+08:00

Help mum with the house chores in the morning. Used the computer and accepted friendster comments & replied mails :) Had lunch and got ready to leave the house, unlucky me it started pouring. Went back home to get the umbrella then was off to meet Wynee at Novena outside This Fashion. When she arrived, the both of us went together for our Magnificat meeting. Well Fr. Simon wasn’t there today, so the seminarians were in charge. Had praise & worship, played a game something like dog and bone, Rajiv did sharing which made most of us realized that there are other people out there who are going through the same problems as us and that we are not alone! After which had sharing in our smaller groups, praise & worship again and lastly fellowship. After the meeting, chatted with Wynee and Tracy then Wynee had to go back home, so I attended the 6pm Novena. Crossed over to the Vine’s Restaurant and was waiting for my family members. Aunt Millicent, Grandpa, Grandma and my cousin’s arrived first, so we entered the restaurant, chose our seats, chatted & ordered our meals. There was so much laughter & lotsa love filled at the table besides the food. lol. Celebrated Grandpa’s advance 80th birthday cause the Miranda’s family won’t be in Singapore on Grandpa’s actual birth date. so yea. Plus had a good dinner! And yesyesh Wynee gave me a lovely b’dae card with beautiful & touching words written in (: Thank you Wynee, love it lots*

2008-02-29T21:44:00.001+08:00

Well spend my morning friendstering, msn & on the phone, watch Alvin & the chipmunks after lunch since I didn't watch it on Saturday cause I was busy chatting with someone* lol. Then my loving brother Bryan came back home after his 3 day camp. Was totally missing him for the past 3 days, the house was really quiet without him! As usual I got bored again, so watched The perfect men after which Mariam called me, so spend about an hour talking to her. Then took my shower and had our own stations of the cross at home, after that had my dinner and my bros were off to play soccer. So i'm left alone with mum & dad, chatted, watched tv, ate cookies & biscuits. haha. yea. And now blogging & msn..

2008-02-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

Went to the Novena today with Bryan & daddy. Then in the evening went to the salon, to cut my fringe. I told the hairdresser to cut my fringe touching the eyebrowns. Sadly to say, she cut it above my eyebrowns. haiz. I want my fringe to GROW fast. Aaarrggh!! Anyways I didn't go for the CHR carnival...

2008-02-22T22:15:00.000+08:00

Today morning, my dad's friends came over for breakfast for my mum's apom. haha. Aunty Gennifer came too but later. Went to church in the evening, for the station of the cross & attended mass. After which went to the soccer court to watch Aylwin & Bryan play soccer with the other alter servers for about 15 mins, then decided to walk back home instead of waiting for the bus. Anyways my cousins and godparents are down. YAY! Gonna see them on Sunday(: And yesyesh I can't TRUST some people.. I hate being used by people and worst framed. To that person its hard to earn my TRUST again, I can FORGIVE you but I don't think I can TRUST you..

2008-02-21T15:47:00.000+08:00

Haiz. Not really sure why i'm falling sick these days. Anyways plans change, don't really feel like going for the carnival since most of my close friends aren't going. I'm still 5050 about it, cause my bestie Meena wants to go. Well hopefully i'll have my answer by tomorrow. OMG! Terrence just reminded me that i'll be turning 18 soon. haha. Alright i'm off for my cookies :P mwuah*

2008-02-21T13:05:00.003+08:00

Is it you? Is it you? If it is!?!

Take my hand & never let go.

EVERY TIME I SEE YOUR FACE.

MY HEART ♥ SMILES

~Helpless when she smiles~

Life..

2008-02-21T13:03:00.000+08:00

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, and forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance; take it. If it changes your life; let it. Nobody said that it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

Here's to Life.

hanging out.making out

sneaking out.passing out

whatever happens.happens

No Regrets ♥

Baby, Is it you?!?

2008-02-20T17:15:00.000+08:00

I'm looking for a lover not a friend

Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to

I'm looking for someone who won't pretend

Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,

Someone who can keep me real and who knows the way

The way I like to have my way

And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,

Wants to share, shows he cares

I'm Thinking you're the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?

Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for

Could you be the one for me?

Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?

Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for

Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)

Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)

Someone who I can run to, who will stay with me when it rains

Someone who I can cry with through the night

Someone who I can trust who's heart is right

And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,

Someone who can keep me real and who knows the way

The way I like to have my way

And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,

Wants to share, shows he cares

I'm thinking you're the one that

I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?

Maybe you're the one

I've been waiting for

Could you be the one for me?

Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?

Maybe you're the one

I've been waiting for

Could you be the one for me?

Could you be this one I need?

Someone who wont take for granted

How much I care (How much I care)

And appreciates that I'm there

Someone who listens

And someone I can call who isn't afraid of love to share

Is it you? is it you?

Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for

Could you be the one for me?

Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?

Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for

Could you be the one for me?

Could you be the one I need?

2008-02-17T18:48:00.001+08:00

Yay! I'm sooo happy. My parents and my bros enjoyed the video I created, especially Bryan. hahah. Well my dad commented about it, he said I kinda made a mistake by putting my bros pics first instead of my parents pictures. Overall he said it was good (:

2008-02-16T20:58:00.000+08:00

Finally its over!! Spend almost the whole day scanning pictures and creating a video for the February birthday babies.. Hopefully they will like it when they watch it tomorrow. lols.

Anyways ate alot today, especailly chocolates & biscuits.. hahah (:

_Peace Out_

2008-02-15T21:53:00.000+08:00

I hate today. Early part of the day was really bad for me. I was really moody couldn't control myself. So I locked myself in the room almost half of the day, listening to music and crying. My head was like a bomb, don't really know how to describe it but it was really bad. Unwanted thoughts came to my mind again. However it was much better in the afternoon onwards. Anyways went for the station of the cross today, becky and franny was there too. "Big Smiles" (:

Valentine's day (:

2008-02-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

Firstly I would like to wish all a Happy Valentine’s day and secondly wishing my brother Aylwin, Happy 16th Birthday!! Anyways today my best friend Meena came over, spend the morning friendstering, msn and chit-chatting. She had lunch at my place while my mum was entertaining her about me, those silly things that I use to do when I was young. Haha. After lunch headed off to Bishan “Junction 8”, bump into Dixion there plus did some shopping. Then took a train back to Woodlands, and went to Causeway Point and bought some cosmetics stuff. While was trying on clothes/jeans etc and all then kinda saw a black jacket at this shop, but sorry can’t remember the name of the shop but yeah was pretty nice. Anyways gonna save $33 to get that jacket. Lols. Well after trying on clothes and all, my bestie and I decided to go to Woodlands checkpoint to get a pair of skinny jeans. And yesyesh bump into Sinthiya at the interchange, it was a quite a while since we last saw her. We gave each other hugs, chit-chat for awhile and yes wished each other “Happy V’day”. So anyways getting back to the jeans, the both of us bought the same design and plan to wear it for the CHR carnival on the 23 of February (: After which took the bus back home. Wished Aylwin and gave him his birthday present then was in front of my com, checking my mails and accepting friendster comments(: Took my shower before dinner then it was cut the cake time. Hahah. Yummy!! “Black forest cake”…

2008-02-10T14:46:00.000+08:00

I wanna watch these movies:

27 dresses
Jumper
P.S I love you

Birthdays In February(:

Aylwin (14 Feb, Valentine's day)
Daddy (17 Feb)
Mummy (18 Feb)
Bryan (18 Feb)

2008-02-09T18:15:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 8+ had breakfast then took my shower and got ready to go for the 11am Novena with my family. After the Novena we took a bus to Tekka and had our lunch there. My two younger bros Bryan & Mitchell ordered Paper Thosai, my mum & dad ordered Chapatti and me & my other bro Aylwin ordered Chicken Bryiani. As for the drinks my bros and I ordered Mango Lassi but my parents ordered Tea instead. And yesyesh I was full(; hahah. Really enjoyed my meal. Now i'm sooo bored, supposed to go for sunset mass but then my parents change their plan so going for the 9:15am mass tomorrow. Anyways just friendstering, msn, listening to music and blogging.

♥huggies.loves♥

2008-02-08T16:36:00.000+08:00

Today daddy took us to OCC. My mum and my other two younger brothers chose swimming instead of squash. So me and my bro Alywin played squash. At about 1:15pm, we took our shower after which had our lunch at Macdonalds. Now i'm at home blogging, msn and friendstering. Kinda tired but gonna get ready later for the stations of the cross.

~Loves~

2008-02-07T19:23:00.000+08:00

I wanna go out!! I wanna go out!!! Aaarrggghh.. Anyways i'm so happy, my life as been great. Really got to admit that! lols. Sooo much better then last year. hahah. yea. Well can't wait for 14 Feb "Valentine's Day" heheh(: And yesyesh my Godparents & cousin's will be coming down. weehoo* Okkies gonna have dinner now..

_Peace Out_

Ash Wednesday

2008-02-06T18:52:00.000+08:00

When to church today. After which had lunch at Loy Kee and bought some groceries then it was home sweet home. lols. Anyways i've decided what I should fast for the lenten period and that is by attending mass everyday if possible. So that this moderation will be a sacrifice during lent, by the time Easter comes, moderation will be a habit and a new way of life for me! Plus a deeper commitment which is fast, repent, love, pray and forgive.

"One does not live by bread alone"

2008-02-05T18:56:00.000+08:00

Help mummy with the house chores then most of the time chit-chatting with her. hahah. Phone, MSN and replied mails. lols. Well congratulation to my cousin Bobby who got wed yesterday(:

2008-02-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

Had a great day today. Met Becky & Fran and then went to hang out at Toa Payoh hub. Did some window shopping, chit-chatting, having fun plus had our early dinner at subway. Then met Gillian at the ticket office and was off to CJC. Bump into lots of people there: James, Wynee, Joel, Aaron, Sandra, Tracy, Rajiv, Frankie, Nino, Maryanne, Andrew, Isabel & lots more. Had a great experience, was tearing at some point of time. Was kinda scared during the pray over, as usual I always control myself, but recently i've been getting the same message "Be not afraid". Fr Simon said this to me plus he told me my other part of the message from the Holy Spirit but i'm not gonna reveal it here. Anyways had the same message during the candle light message at Desaru "Follow me, be not afraid" and then again at this youth rally when the priest prayed over me!! ~Hearts On Fire~

2008-02-01T16:09:00.000+08:00

Can't wait to praise Jesus even more..

Love this two songs :

Draw Me Close To You

Mighty To Save

2008-02-01T16:04:00.000+08:00

Aarraggh! Can't wait for tomorrow plus the hearts on fire youth rally (: Well got nothing much to write today. hahah. Watch Goal 2 again. Anyways today was just friendstering, msn, singing, watching tv on the phone. hehex. The same old boring stuff. lol.

2008-01-30T18:26:00.000+08:00

YAY! I'm sooo glad that grandma understood me and all. Really grateful that I've got beautiful grandparents who are soo understanding and loving towards me! Anyways I'm feeling so much better today, recovering really fast. Well today I found out alot about my family history. lols. I didn't know that Constantine was my great grandfathers name. All along I taught that was my surname which I was sooo wrong. Pereira is my surname! Hahah. yea. Plus now I'm excited that my cousins will be coming down in Feb. Weeehoo! BTW counting down the days for CJC youth rally. Can't wait. Hahah. _Peace Out_

2008-01-29T17:25:00.000+08:00

SICK.SICK.SICK

Having a really bad cold. My eyes are puffy and all.

Really HATE being sick. Hopefully I'll recover by Friday.

Got lotsa things happening on Friday, Saturday & Sunday!

Can't be sick till den. So yea. Must recover soon. LOL*

~Helpless When She Smiles~

2008-01-28T18:47:00.000+08:00

I'm sooo happy that Meena came over today!! Really sweet of her to help me out with stuff and all. Spend most of the time friendstering, MSN plus chit-chatting. LOL . Really had lotts of fun today with my besties: Meenatchi, Mariam and Rajeswary (:

PS. Sorry Norman for not calling you*

R.O.M.E Magnificat

2008-01-28T15:03:00.000+08:00

My trip to Desaru was really good (: At first I just wanted to get away from the problems that I was facing. However this trip has given me more: a peace of mind, knowing myself better, growing deeper with the Lord, answers to my prays and lots more!! Plus I made new friends. Overall i've learnt alot in these past 3 days...

1st day

Check in
Dinner
Getting to know each other
Nights out

2nd day

Breakfast
Sharing
Coffee/Tea break
Pastoral Skills
Lunch
Sharing
Counselling activity
Coffee/Tea break
Having fun at the beach
Shower time
Mass
Dinner
Back to the conference room
Near the seaside (sharing/meditating)
Choosing my own star*
Pray over
Nights out

3rd day

Breakfast
Sharing
Candle with message
Photo taking
At the beach
Clean up
Mass
Packing
Lunch
Check out

These are the things and activity that happen in the past 3 days. I really enjoyed myself and looking forward for the next retreat. (;

BTW I'm really grateful to have a friend like Gillian. Best roommates*

"Follow me" Be not afraid...

2008-01-25T10:30:00.000+08:00

Well gonna get ready and pack all those small items in my bag..

Hopefully i'll have a peace of mind at Desaru!!

Well I just wanna say Thank you..

Grandpa

Grandma

Daddy

Mum

Aylwin

Bryan

Mitchell

Aunt Carol

Aunt Millie

Aunt Cynthia

Uncle Don

Uncle Anselm

Uncle Powlin

Uncle Jude

Rebecca

Franchesca

Natasaha

Jerome

Aaron

Jasmine

Aunt Mary

Aunt Lilian

Hasbullah

Silas

Nelson

Mariam

Meenatchi

Rajeswary

Naseema

Vinoth

Ezekiel

For praying for me!

*If I left out your name please do let me know cause

i'm having a really bad headache at the moment...

2008-01-24T16:17:00.000+08:00

I want to say thank you for all those who prayed for me...

I know is not what I expected but I know that I did my best!!

2008-01-23T18:52:00.000+08:00

OMG!! Tomorrow is results day!! AARRAAGGHH!!!! Really nervous and scared... Anyways Aunt Carol told me that what matters is i've tried and sometimes its easier said than done... She told me to TRUST in His plans... Well I do know that God's plans are never ours and we also know for sure His plans are always for our own good!! I've been praying since last month, hopefully my prays will be answered (:

2008-01-23T10:42:00.000+08:00

~ Only Hope ~

There's a song that's inside of my soul.

It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again

I'm awake in the infinite cold.

But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.

And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.

Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.

When it feels like my dreams are so far

Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.

And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours

I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.

I'm giving you all of me.

I want your symphony, singing in all that I am

At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.

And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours I pray, to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope.

hmmmmm, hmmmmm, oooooh.

2008-01-22T17:39:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling sooo lost, hurt.. Don't really know what to describe my life at the moment... Cried and cried almost the whole day!! Cried even more after watching A Walk To Remember the movie. Just couldn't help it, I know I watched it yesterday but I really love the movie but its sooo sad :(

Becky & Franny i'm missing you soooo much... Really got to meet up soon!!! (SOBS!)

Well the movie has taught me that :

" Love is always patience and kind is never jealous

Love is never boastful nor conceded it is

never rude or selfish it does not

take offences and is not resentful..."

~My Only Hope~

BOREDOM

2008-01-22T13:31:00.000+08:00

I'm sooo BORED!!

Watch OTH today

Friendstering, post bulletins..

MSN, replied mails..

Gonna packed my bag for my trip later!!

~Helpless when she smiles~

2008-01-21T20:55:00.000+08:00

Today it strike me that life is so unpredictable. You'll never know when you're going leave this world?!? So starting from today onwards i'm gonna cherish my life, every second, every minute and every moment that i've in this world!! I'm gonna start by saying out my feelings straight to the person for either loving, caring, supporting or just by being there for me. Cause you'll never know whether you'll have the chance to say it, its better to say it now or never!!

Well death is a shattering and unwelcome event. The feelings of pain and loss are so terrible. Yet, death is unavoidable and a part of the cycle of life. Losing a loved one, a family member, a best friend, a child... so much pain!! Loved ones are left with so many questions. Why? Why did it have to happen? How can I go on? So many questions, yet so few answers...

My dear Kalkieswaren Elangowan, may your soul rest in peace!! RIP Eswaren...

lllllll

Today I help my mum with the ironing & did other house chores.Didn't feel like doing anything much today after reading the message from kaartik. Really shocked me!! Well was mostly on the phone with all my close friends, really couldn't believe what had happen. Anyways stayed home today, watch A Walk To Remember the movie.. Read the book and fell in love with the story so decided to watch it, but they kinda cut certain parts. Overall the movie was good but really sad!!

_Peace Out_

2008-01-20T20:46:00.000+08:00

^^ Nelson ^^

Finally got to talk to you again after a lonngg time.

Thank you for having sooo much confidence in me!!

Really means alot to me (:

m huggies.loves m

~SICK~

2008-01-20T20:07:00.000+08:00

Feeling really ill these past two days..

Well wanted to go swimming today @ OCC

But wasn't feeling that good..

So my dad took my bros instead. so yea.

I'm at home. BORED!!

Hopefully will recover soon..

_Peace Out_

2008-01-19T16:26:00.000+08:00

Attended the 11am novena with my family accept for Alywin, he and his friends went for NYP open house. Anyways after novena we when to Tan Tock Seng hospital for a normal eye check up. Well my brothers eyesight were all pretty good accept for me. Unlucky me!! Both eyes increased by 75, well the only thing that remains the same is that my right eye is still higher then my left eye. (Sobs!) Now I got to wear spectacles the whole day accept for reading, cause mine is short sighted. The doctor said that i've been straining my eyes too much. haiz. After spending a few hours at TTS, we went to novena square and had our lunch there. So far my day has been good but kinda upset about certain things!! Hopefully the feelings will go away soon...

*_Peace Out_*

2008-01-18T22:17:00.000+08:00

Why?!?

I don't understand why some people like to follow the crowd instead of being themselves?!? Sometimes they do things just to please their friends or I would say trying to fit in the group...

Well this quote here tells it all "Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare. False friends are like leaves, found everywhere."

+lovesick+

I'm sick of LOVE

Sick of being in love

Sick of falling in love

!!sick.sick.sick!!

"All our young lives we search for someone to love, someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope, all the while wondering if somewhere and somehow there is someone searching for us."

-The Wonder Years-

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2008-01-18T21:38:00.000+08:00

Well it didn't matter to me at first that I had to travel from Woodlands to Tanjong pagar for my workshop held at International Plaza. Unfortunately it did, when i had to stand nearly an hour to reach my destiny. Almost fainted I guess that's because I had a cup of milo for breakfast. Anyways I was really looking forward to it, I woke up with excitement, thinking that my 7hrs will be fun and interesting. Well I was sooooo wrong!! The lesson was really boring and dry, there were only 3 students in the class (including me) Surprised!! yea. For your information the other two were adults, but they were really friendly and nice. Luckily there were breaks in between, so I kinda used those breaks to surf the net and replied messages. Sadly there wasn't MSN installed. If not i'll be so much happier. lol. Anyways it was a good thing that daddy reminded me to take my jacket, the room was pretty cold even with my jacket on. Overall I survived my first day of class, but was really exhausted when I reached home. Anyways my mum cooked one of my favourite pasta meal, spaghetti, well the food was delicious but I didn't go for a second round cause I was really sleepy...

[17 January 2008]

Today the lesson was interesting compared to yesterday. Well I guess today was more hands on kinda thing and our instructor crack a few jokes here and there. Anyways we had a project to do, we were supposed to create 4 different video presentation. So I kinda finished my project pretty early and end up surfing the net. Was released 30mins early, collected my certificate and my stuff then when to this chinese shop where they sell fruits and herbal drinks. Got myself a cane barley drink which was homemade and to be honest this is the best homemade barley drink that i've tried so far. I guess there is no preservatives or coloring added. lol. Overall I had a good day today!!

[18 January 2008]

HUGS&KISSES♥

2008-01-17T21:23:00.000+08:00

I got no mood. Really tired!!

Check out tomorrow's blog instead.

_Peace out_

2008-01-16T16:42:00.000+08:00

Silas thank you sooo much for everything!!

This guy here has given me lotts of advice, kept my secrets.

Overall he's a TRUE friend (:

_BFF_

♥huggies.loves♥

2008-01-16T14:42:00.000+08:00

Freaking out..

OMG!! O'level results will be out soon.. Rraaghh!! The days are getting closer and i'm getting really nervous and scared but excited at the same time. lol. I'm praying really hard that i'll do well and get into poly(:

My consideration IF i get into poly:

Early Childhood Education
Psychology & Community Services
Tourism & Resort Management
Business & Social Enterprise
Outdoor & Adventure
Pharmacy Science
Environmental Science

Well do wish me good luck !!

What a day..

Anyways today i didn't do much housework. Just relaxing. lol. Watch 2 hindi movies, had outside food for lunch. And it was my first time i couldn't finish my food, had a few spoons in my mouth and i couldn't eat anymore. Unbelievable right !! yea.

Video editing..

Well tomorrow i'll be starting my video editing course. Daddy is gonna take me there tomorrow morning. Its a 2 day workshop starting from 9am-5pm. Hopefully what i learnt will stay in my head. lol.

Season 5 promo..

And yesyesh to those OTH fans. One tree hill, season 5 has already started showing, you can watch the clips at youtube. Pretty cool (4 years ahead).

So that's about it for today..

Huggies.Loves

I want to say but i jus can't..

2008-01-16T14:32:00.000+08:00

I want to say "I like you"

I want to say "I need you"

I want to say "I love you"

I want to say "I adore you"

And, i want to say "You are my everything"

I want to say "I care about you"

I want to say "I understand you"

I want to say "I'll never leave you"

I want to say "I am here for you"

And, I want to say "You are my everything"

But, I can't

It's a secret!!

★Loves★

Missing you lotts!!

2008-01-15T18:56:00.000+08:00

CHR FRIENDS
♥Hasbullah
♥Silas
♥Meenatchi
♥Rajeswary
♥Vinoth
♥Joseph
♥Kaartik
♥Bala
♥Mariam
♥Najih
♥Diana
♥Jarome
♥Ezekiel
♥Yusri
♥JQ
♥Edwin

LOVED ONES
♥Grandma
♥Grandpa
♥Granny
♥Great Granny
♥Natasha
♥Aaron
♥Jerome
♥Aunt Millie
♥Uncle Jude
♥Rebecca
♥Franchesca
♥Uncle Don
♥Aunt Cynthia
♥Unlce Powlin
♥Aunty Carol
♥Uncle Anselm
♥Bindu
♥Bobby
♥Bibbin
♥Joey
♥Jasmine
♥Aunt Mary
♥Michael
♥Sharon
♥Lisa
♥Glenn
♥Suthe
♥Seema
♥All my lil nephew & nieces

CHURCHIES
♥Wynee
♥Priscilla
♥Maryanne
♥Anne
♥Magdalene
♥Enid
♥Philip
♥Dominic
♥Shivani
♥Theresa
♥Cynthia
♥Celine

♥I'm totally missing the whole bunch of you. Thank you for all the special memories, laughter, smiles and tears. Each one of you are special in many different ways! For those whom i've been chatting on msn or through emailing, thank you for making my day!

♥Love you people(:

I LOVE DIS SONG =D

2008-01-15T17:46:00.000+08:00

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Hmm?!?

2008-01-15T16:58:00.000+08:00

seriously. i'm bored.

I am soo damn BORED!! I'm done with marinating the chicken for dinner, hang the clothes, cleaned the house and I don't really know what to do next?!?

♥→ I like someone.
Anyways above all that i'm still thinking about him ♥ I just can't take it anymore..

Well good news is that he viewed my proflie today!

Weehoo!!

A good friend of mine send me this beautifully stated message yesterday:

Beautifully stated...

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.You'll have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt becauseevery sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

And i'll always keep this in mind!

HUGGIES.LOVES((=